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转眼，十月已尽。不觉，也在这公司蹲了一年 - 有点可笑。最近听见娘家发生变卦，跟自己较亲的大姐级人物遭放生，心中有点酸涩。还在学着习惯这所谓大人的世界。

the funny thing about working 90+ hour weeks is, you actually start to get used to it - the initial anger-depression-anticipationofafatbonus melange start to dissolve away after the first month or so, to the stage you actually smilingly nod when your parents greet you at half-past midnight saying "啊今天蛮早的hor?". contrary to what one might expect, life is actually simpler - trying to set new records for lowest weekly expenditure is engrossingly addictive ($10.07!), getting to spend a full day at home is amazing, and going on a halfhour busride gives you a nice heady feeling.

on a more serious note, it is interesting to note how people operate under the conditions we've been subjected to over the past 2 months, against impossible cutoff timings, impossible systems, and impossible people. increasingly though the realisation that i stay only to help my boss and teammates, contrasted against my abject disregard of supposed career boosters (say hello to my neglected action learning project), means this line is probably not best suited to my tastes.

final swiss trip is confirmed - mixed bag of feelings this time. seriously hope i get to extend the trip - some solo travelling should be amazing.

说实在，不喜欢阿信唱歌的口气 - 但不得不肯定他那让你点头微笑的作词小聪明.

菲妈妈唱得好，思念确实是一种很玄的东西 - 参加JC同学的婚礼相安无事，竟在夜深人静的办公室，上厕所的途上忽然来袭 - 真是莫名其妙的防不胜防。