event horizon

1. singapore dreaming - all, please, please go watch it. one of the most resonating films i've ever caught, though after the emotional high i do acknowledge that a large part is probably due to it's relevance to me at this focused point in time. almost similar to walking into sunday service and finding the sermon to be addressed to you specifically, only this time it is played out tangibly in the big screen, with unflinching honesty; i haven't felt such affinity since journey's end. some part of me in fact toys with the idea of getting my parents to go watch it, though that same part is rather apprehensive of rocking the boat a little too much.

2. so i've finally started work, and despite my misgivings on long-term development/pay/questionable hr policies, it has been a most effective anti-depressant. as again, been lucky to have colleagues nice enough to overlook my chronic social awkwardness (guess ben's book didn't help huh).

3. gotta. stop. coughing.

4. despite all the warning bells ringing my head, it does feel nice (in an almost sadistic way) to have something to look forward to when going to work in the morning, heart running a little faster as i pace through the good 'ol "should i talk to her" dilemma; it's like sec 3 all over again. shouldn't i be overaged for crushes?